So Done! What Now?

So I quit my job on Friday, and I feel alot better, like a HUGE weight has been lifted off of my shoulders, I'm done with the stress, caddyness, and the bullshit! YAY! But now I have to find a new job, preferably making a hell of alot more money. The thing is, the field I use to LOVE and have the most experience in, I don't want to work in anymore. The last clinic I worked at, made me actually hate what I do!! It's sooooooo frustrating, 3 months ago I couldn't see myself doing anything else, and now..... I don't know, I never knew that working at one place for just a short period of time could completely change the way you look at your profession! I mean I use to LOVE veterinary medicine.... it's so sad.

Photography, Again

These are some of the best places to be.

Far from the cities and streets, quiet and calm.

Photography

Pure joy is finding simple beauty amongst so much destruction.

I absolutly love to take pictures!

I will be uploading more when I have the time.

money, or lack there of and the reason...

okay, so first off, i went to school to do what i do for a living and was told i would make about 5 bucks more an hour then i am now, that was suposed to be starting out. after school was over and done with i discovered a much different truth...... i will forever be broke!!! then, today i was looking at the ads on craigslist, and apparently if i were to work in kirkland, i would be making about 20 bucks an hour!!!! so im highly irritated at this point.... most walmart workers start out making more then i do! its absolutly ridiculous! (no offense to those who work for walmart). and everyone keeps telling me, go back to school, get a step further, when i wont even have my current student loans paid off for another 3 years!!!! and, i cant afford not to work full time, so basically im just venting, i blame society.

The Golden Compas

Okay, so I just read a bulletin on myspace that my dear friend Kristen posted about the movie "The Golden Compas" and as much as I do love her, I have to say that her bulletin was extremely irritating too me.
Bulletin:
I will admit that when I first saw the previews for The Golden Compass it looked like it could be an interesting movie. Deep down though...something just didnt seem right, and I then heard there was controversy surrounding the movie so I decided to see what it was. I was shocked. The Golden Compass is orginated from a book written by an atheist. It is an attack from the enemy trying to steer children away from believing in God and seeing him as a mean cruel dictator who plays games with the lives of people. It is Anti-church and Anti-Christian, and it looks innocent but it is deeply seeded in athiest Anti-God themes. Please read the following from FOXnews.com" The movie, “The Golden Compass,” is adapted from the first novel in a trilogy called “His Dark Materials” by English author Philip Pullman, an outspoken atheist. Critics fear that the film, due out in December, will encourage children to read the anti-Church series.""These books denigrate Christianity, thrash the Catholic Church and sell the virtues of atheism," said Bill Donohue, president and CEO of the Catholic League.The film itself is unlikely to offend — because New Line Cinema has tried to keep religion out of it, focusing on the story of a little girl named Lyra and her journey within a strange, parallel universe."The anti-religious themes get progressively stronger with each book in the trilogy; in the final installment, the characters succeed in killing a character called God — who turns out to be a phony, and not God after all. The series has soared to the top of bestseller lists in the U.K. and other countries but has not caught on in the United States.Pullman has not been shy in the past about verbalizing his beliefs — or, some might say, nonbeliefs — and his intentions in writing the "Dark Materials" novels.The novelist has said they are in response to C.S. Lewis' "The Chronicles of Narnia," the popular children's fantasy series of which "The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe" is the first book — written by Lewis to teach Christian ideals to kids."I loathe the 'Narnia' books," Pullman has said in previous press interviews. "I hate them with a deep and bitter passion, with their view of childhood as a golden age from which sexuality and adulthood are a falling away." He has called the series "one of the most ugly and poisonous things" he's ever read.In spite of complaints about the forthcoming film, Pullman fans and atheists are still excited about the exposure it will give his novels. They say the American literary market is sorely lacking material for those who don't believe in God, and they scoff at the idea that the series is hazardous to children."Philip Pullman and I would say it is religion that poisons everything," said Annie Laurie Gaylor, co-president of the atheist advocacy group the Freedom From Religion Foundation, and a co-host of Freethought Radio, a talk show that recently went national on Air America Radio.

Okay, now that you've read that, I honestly think that if a person is too be so persuaded by religon and others opinions its somewhat niave. I understand that many people are raised to be 100% against anything that may even be drawn ever so slightly by atheism, but come on! It says right there in her posted bulletin that it is not religous in context! If people can draw a great story that wont offend people from something that would, what's the harm in that!?!?! I personally think it's very narrow minded to act based on anothers opinion, especially on something like this! Not only that, but too ME, this is trying to shove ones own religion and believes-however un-original- down MY throat!!!

Thank GOD we aren't all like that, for their would never be an original thought or idea, how fucking boring!!!!!

people make me vomit, LITERALLY

so today i saw the most horrible video from you-tube that showed animals literally being skinned alive, it made me so upset! there we're dogs, cats, wild cats, puppies and kittens, these poor animals were often tied by the neck to a fence or the top a cage and either strangled to death or skinned alive, there was even a poor dog who was completely skinned aside from his feet and paw pads, he was then thrown into the back of a pick up truck, still alive and suffering, on other poor animals that had suffered the same fate. in one scene a puppy was being skinned while the man was standing on his neck and the animal was crying in pain the entire time until the man literally stomped on his head crushing his skull. there were so many scenes of cruelty it made me literally sick enough that i had to run out of the room. the fact that people can actually be so inhumane makes me absolutly disgusted with mankind. the fact that other people are willing to buy and wear these fur's as if it makes them better some how is horrid. everybody knows that fake fur is produced with out hurting animals and def. not skinning them alive, and yet they would rather this happen. i honestly would not want these types of people around me and i personally do not feel that it is safe for them to be out in society, i mean if they are heartless enought to torture animals, what else would they do? rape? murder?

to start

So I'm not really sure how to use Blogger yet, so bare with me here. My cousin Raechelle who is in Azerbiajan with the peace corps is the only reason I even knew this exsisted, so I got an acount to keep better contact with her. I'm 20 years old and about to get married to the GREATEST guy EVER-obviously or I wouldn't be marrying him! I'm a vet tech so I get to play with animals all day, however, it's def. NOT all fun and games, in fact, most of it is not. But I like it well enough. I love the summer time!! I love the outdoors and coffee. I love the snow! I can't stand when it's freezing ass cold but there is no snow!!! In my opinion, if it's going to be that damn cold it should at least be enjoyable!!! Well I think that's it for now.